Incredible thing. I have to forget him :’) how could?
A year goes by fast. I think, last year has left lots of memory. Yeah, I can’t even think if that “mind” will come again. Mr. X. do you even know and remember the way we stare? Yeah, you may answer “where, when, how?”
For God’s sake, last night was incredibly making me mad. I dreamed of you hey mr. X :’)
Unbelievable dream. Really, I wished I would never get up again if all day long dreaming of you. I felt very very very glad when I was with you in my dream of course.
First, I dreamed we met in a party. Like fairytale, you stared into my eyes then reached my hand (you may think I'm “lebay” -___-) then you directly got …………………… *better skip* hehehehhe. You felt in love, affectionate, enjoyable, so much more thing I cant even describe how it felt. Weekkeke. Really, it felt so fuckin true. Until now, I still feel those. Then, I brought me into your house and met your parents. Hahaha for God’s sake, I never did this. But, I found the man who did this then again in my dream. Oooh my God, please make this being deed.
I regret why I should get up then :’( I am willing if I will never get hell up again yet met you forever. Or maybe I will meet you then being yours. Oh my God. Why did you send him into my life and my dream? I never wished like hell. I just want to figure him out. Why should You create fckn thing called “LOVE”. I'm not brave enough to call this “LOVE”. I promise, I will never look for that damn thing. For God’s sake after through my lovely night, I will never get into another love.
lemme show you a song which tells mine :)
I Will Always Love You
If I should stay,
I would only be in your way.
So I'll go, but I know
I'll think of you ev'ry step of the way.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
You, my darling you. Hmm.
Bittersweet memories
that is all I'm taking with me.
So, goodbye. Please, don't cry.
We both know I'm not what you, you need.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
(Instrumental solo)
I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of.
And I wish to you, joy and happiness.
But above all this, I wish you love.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I, I will always love you.
You, darling, I love you.
Ooh, I'll always, I'll always love you.
