SECRETLY LOVING SOMEONE IS THE BEST FEELING WHICH CAN’T BE DESCRIBED YET COULD HURT YOU THE MOST
I can say nothing at all about words above. Mostly right and eventually affects nothing. How could I say like that? Really, honestly, and seriously it doesn’t need to worry about. but but, exception! I want to tell about the truth. Ehehe don’t be so serious. I just want to share mine. I realize, not at all in here is wrong and bad. I can take good side and lesson to learn.
First, secretly admiring someone. He is talkative, kindhearted (maybe), and smart enough (looks from his university ehehe). Actually, I never thought if he is smart because of his messy. Who knows? Then, I looked for his account. Possibly, he has account. Then I got his twitter acc. Really, it makes me foolish. He is very humorous and silly enough. Then, something shows if he is smart enough. Oh my God, how could I be so sightless? I judged books by its cover. It was damning me so much. Yes, I learnt from mine :) thanks God, You give me the truth. Every second, I read his timeline. He rarely tweets actually. Because of his tweets, I admire man like him. Emm, flash back to my past. I like a man who is naughty but smart. yap! Don’t know why. He doesn’t look naughty just messy enough but he is smart ;D he was single at that time. He never tweeted about love life or his girl or something like that. Theeeeeeeeen, I opened his acc. He is not in relationship but, after I opened his timeline. He already has girlfriend. Hehehe. Not actually jealous but something like want to have someone who takes care. Damn! I am single now. I don’t regret anymore but. Ouch! Really, it is inexplicable feeling oh for God’s sake. Then, thanks for the fate given God :) You give me the best. I can learn from it. Unwisely judging people is not good. Secretly admiring someone is unfortunate yet hurts. Having to move on (like I care)
